About me

“[…] And who, above the ruins of his life, was striving to locate some elusive meaning? Who was enduring a seemingly senseless, seemingly mad existence, yet still, at this last insanely chaotic stage, secretly hoping to find revealed truth and divine presence?” – “Steppenwolf” by Hermann Hesse.

Hello and welcome to my website,

I have been practicing divination/ fortune-telling with cards for the last six years. I am also interested in astrology, currently studying ancient astrology.

I love the idea of Jesus, Angels, Spirits, Saints, Buddha, “Ten Sufi Thoughts”, etc. Although I find that organised religions are not for me. I am sort of on a constant personal mystical quest. I am vegan for the animals and for my soul. I try to listen more than to talk and I try not impose my views or opinions on anybody. As per Hermann Hesse’s, “Siddhartha”:

“Wisdom which a […] man tries to pass on to someone always sounds like foolishness. […] Knowledge can be conveyed, but not wisdom. It can be found, it can be lived, it is possible to be carried by it, miracles can be performed with it, but it cannot be expressed in words and taught.” I think that, especially, wisdom cannot be taught. Someone wise and eloquent might be able to express their thoughts in words. People might get influenced by them and try to follow in their steps, but I think everyone has to find their own way at the end.

Also from “Siddhartha”: “It is not possible for any person to see how far another one has progressed on his path; in the robber and dice-gambler, the Buddha is waiting; in the Brahmin, the robber is waiting.” Therefore, I try not to judge anyone.

A spiritual book that made a deep impression on me was The Spirits’ Bookby Allan Kardec, in particular the answers the spirits gave to the author’s questions. Everything they said felt like I knew it already somehow.

I am not always spiritual though, I do have my earthly side. I like fashion, everything I like turns out to be expensive (with the odd exception), love Etsy, planning to get tattooed, in moments of stress might smoke, I enjoy watching blockbusters at the cinema with sweet popcorn and a few beers or wine on a weekend, don’t mind the odd Turkish soap-opera, etc.

A brief bio:

During the course of my life I have lived in three different countries, currently residing in Spain with my husband and our two rescued dogs.

Anastasia